Someone anyone please remind me why I love doing this to myself... Oh yeah, because I am insane. I love doing it because I have always loved theater, but I need to remember that it is a very all consuming hobby. Well not really a hobby but a need to be busy. Though I love doing shows it can all get to be more than a little frustrating at times. Being a student in Uni doing a full course schedule and a Shakespearean play is most defiantly not what the sane person would do, but as previously stated I am far from sane. While I love it and hate it, I can not live without it, as time consuming, social life killing, and soul sucking it can be I absolutely need it. I do believe that if I didn't do it I would have nothing left of my mind and be an absolute loon running down the streets looking positively out of my gourd.